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Everfree

by Tarby

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1.
[Instrumental]
2.
See the fire in your eyes Try to sigh before you go again Before you go again Lightning breaking your disguise, Silence livens all you know again All you know again Blame yourself for having faith Blaming her for what you've done again What you've done again Like a dagger in your heart Bleeding through, you're on the run again On the run again Is it really worth the torment Is it really worth the price Now you're nothing but a shadow of the mare you used to be And isn't it nice? Can you tell me why you did it? Sold your soul and sold your mind? Is revenge for the humiliation worth it in the end? Is it what you hoped to find? Raise your head and call her out Showing off what you've become again What you've become again (Feeding all my wildest dreams) Challenge her without a doubt Knowing that you will have won again Will have won again (Soul is tearing at the seams) Things will never be the same Time to have a little fun again A little fun again (I feel it ripping at my core) So cast your spell and weave your fame Revel in the all you've done again All you've done again (But I can't help from wanting more) So is it really worth the torment Is it really worth the price Now you're nothing but a shadow of the mare you used to be And isn't it nice? Can you tell me why you did it? Sold your soul and sold your mind? Is revenge for the humiliation worth it in the end? Was it what you hoped to find? Break Let's go So is it really worth the torment Is it really worth the price Now you're nothing but a shadow of the mare you used to be And isn't it nice? Can you tell me why you did it? Sold your soul and sold your mind? Is revenge for the humiliation worth it in the end? Was it what you hoped to find? Was it what you hoped to find?
3.
One Wish 09:57
Make a wish upon a star, and smile the pain away Ain’t just a simple thing, ‘cause you want everything Paying for the little lies, with nothing left to say You’ve sold your soul to me, a life of misery Everybody’s past mistakes all for you to view Still you ignore the signs, while tripping toes and lines And now we’re at the end, We’re both alone, my friend Now you’d trade everything to start it all again In the dark, of the moon you, you try to be alive In the back of your mind, you fight just to survive All around you in the dark, all you hear and see Are the faces and voices, telling you how to be (Can’t find the light, one wish tonight It’s never right, one wish tonight) Fail to see this pleading spree Contributes to your misery Standards high, you want to die You’re desperate to just be free Are you right? Is it worth the fight? So take your chance as you make your wish tonight Step back and take in the anger That's bleeding through your soul One moment poised for the taking The next, you need to go One question burning inside you One answer you'll never find Look up and hope for the guidance You needed all this time So take a step in the wild And let it fill your mind The madness born in shadows Causing you to unwind So look inside for the one thing You want above all else Something you'll want to die for Or even sell yourself BREAK Take a look what's behind you RUN Better not let it find you FLY Better not stop to rest GO WELCOME TO THE FUCKING FOREST Sign here, Let me take control Blinded by the things you'll know No taking back what once was yours Your sanity's not for this cause There's burning passion in your eyes So let it fuel our compromise Catastrophic tendencies to burn away the flames You once had held so high, and now you watch them die No one sees your motivations, can’t perceive end With this, you’ve lost your will, a final mental kill Taking root inside the forest deep within your mind You wander in the night for something burning bright But now the fire’s dead, you’re left within your head And so you scream up high; the heavens miss your cry In the dark, of the moon you, you try to be alive In the back of your mind, you fight just to survive All around you in the dark, all you hear and see Are the faces and voices, telling you how to be (Can’t find the light, one wish tonight It’s never right, one wish tonight) Fail to see this pleading spree Contributes to your misery In the light, you’re burning bright As you choke back tears with all your might Are you right? Is it worth the fight? Well take your chance as you make your wish tonight
4.
Something cryptic lying, turning in the cold Some strange mystery spinning on despite what we were told Beauty kept away from mortal eye Hidden deep within the arms of forestry and lies Practicing the silence in my curse Bit by bit, I swallowed it - It couldn’t get any worse Held in place by brilliant power unknown Taught, in place, my life’s a waste Forever here alone It’s all the same Oh, for years and years, it’s always held its claim Hear the whispers screaming, tauntingly: “Come to us, you’re one of us This is where you’re meant to be.” Almost out of place while at first glance Tired hooves attracted to it; quick from trot to raring prance Once a pony touches it, then pain is all he knows Cold assimilation is the curse that it bestows Still I feel the burning in my spine Rods of bloody iron keep me captive throughout time Spinning round in circles, endless cycles I despise While hidden deep within the arms of forestry and lies It’s all the same For years and years, and fucking years It’s always held its claim Nothing ever changes, while we’re fading at the heart Wish I could be free of this, but I don’t know where to start Suffer out now Suffer out now Suffer out now Suffer out now How'd I get here? I don't know Something showed me where to go Why'd I run away from home? Why'd I venture here? Saw spirals in the sky Crept into me, mesmerized Fell for all its silly lies Now I'm trapped in fear What's this before my eyes? Why am I so hypnotized Took the bait, and, walking in, Gave my fate into my sin. Feel its grasp, chained frustration Eyes wide in revelation Now just mental masturbation I can't leave, no, I can't stay Putrid smell of halted necrosis Why have I been forced to endure this Am I dead? I can't find a reason Why must feel this through every season Spinning out, keep on going With no earthly way of knowing Ride the carousel with me and give in to our misery You're now one of us So beautiful, so dangerous We'll keep you down, we'll keep you still We'll take away your freedom of will One of us One of us One of us One of us Round and round and round it goes Where it stops I never may know Living for eternity Blind from life, but I still can see Hear the engines grind and steam While skewered on my golden beam Hellish fires behind our eyes Reflecting on our lives Kill me, free me, please can you see me? Stay away if you want to die Kill me, free me, please can you see me? Living forever is just a painful lie It's all the same For years, and years, and fucking years, it's always held its claim Nothing ever changes, while we're fading at the heart Wish I could be free of this, but I don't know where to start
5.
Nothing 08:37
I am afraid of what I could do I feel alive, this is something new Tighten the veins that it’s coursing through Feel the power, hunger, too Blink for a moment, then it’s gone Wonder so fleeting it feels wrong Trying to grasp it, it slips through your hand Feel the power, highest demand Feel the power, best you can Strike me down, away Now I’m nothing without you What am I supposed to do Take it up today Now I’m nothing without you Give me everything I knew I crave you, I need to stay alive Worth an ounce of golden hell Which you’re desperate to sell Every insight, every smile Only lasts a little while Close your eyes and take it deep Speed the pulse you crave to keep Live forever in your head Feel the power, nothing said Feel the power, cut the thread Strike me down, away Now I’m nothing without you What am I supposed to do Take it up today Now I’m nothing without you Give me everything I knew I crave you, I need to stay alive Sterilize your vivid dreams Hyperventilated screams Here the echo say you’re fine Feel the power, see the line Feel the power, now you’re mine I’m alive, I am nothing I’m alive, I am nothing I’m alive, I am nothing I’m alive, I am nothing
6.
Silent in the night A ripple at first light A problem coming clear To many things to do I thought then that I knew Solutions on the rise Inside After several tries I learned of ancient ties And ventures forth to seize This opportunity Won't let it slip by me Until it was too late for me Tried to be I know what went wrong Pulled myself along for the ride What could this be When my reflection became me Not a shed of self control While I'm wringing out my soul It's too late to turn away A part of me, now more Think I've seen this all before Should have seen the end when it began Instead I swam With the panic in the air Reaching hights we couldn't bare So they tried to right my wrongs Put them back where they belong Took a risk to bring my end All to satisfied my friends I tried, now petrified Behind the light (So the story goes) Gone now from making it right My end I paved (So the story goes) Just soft reflections in the waves Believing I had won I smiled at the sun My pride welled up in me Turns out it was my fall A mistake after all... So now I've seen my ways The reflection slowly fades And I slowly fade away And I slowly fade away
7.
Silent Still 07:01
They want it silent They want it cold Call them outdated They say they're bold Nothing can save you When nightfall comes Don't try to fight it Just fucking run A place in ruins So lost in time you can't escape it You've crossed the borderline Save me, see me, why can't I go Feel the ashes of all I know Tired, lonely, losing my will Ages later, it seems were are silent still A dark assortment Of troubled lives All congregated In their demise A quiet auction of the souls of the damned The repercussions of a backfired plan So peel the skin back, suffer all their past sins 'Cause in the fires of hell, it seems nobody fucking wins Save me, see me, why can't I go Feel the ashes of all I know Tired, lonely, losing my will Ages later, it seems were are silent still Save me, see me, why can't I go Feel the ashes of all I know Tired, lonely, losing my will Ages later, it seems were are silent still
8.
Everchanging 06:07
Standing in an ever-changing landscape I despise Can’t look back to take it in Feel it burn beneath my skin Coursing through my ever-straining veins for all my life Bring me to insanity Love has taken over me Want to taste what I can’t find Has harsh desire made me blind? I’ll hold on, ‘til the light breaks through Just hold on, Till I know what to do The loneliness makes my heart divide Longing for a place I can reside To fill the holes inside Show me just an ever-longing glimpse of paradise Held down when I need to run One step from oblivion Silent when an ever-lasting scream builds up inside Desperate for the one I love No help from the stars above Darkness now my only friend Take me to that place again And hold on, ‘til the light breaks through Just hold on, In the dark I always knew The loneliness makes my heart divide Longing for a place I can reside To fill the holes inside I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to let you out I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, and so I doubt I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to take it in I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid of what I’ve been I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to let you out I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, and so I doubt I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, so I go on I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid of what I’ve done! So is it really worth the torment? GO! Can It stop, can you wake me from all I dream Try to cry, try to feel myself beckoning Feel the holes buried deep in me, can’t you see I am so unsure, What I am anymore
9.
Take the time to make it right As the light moves on Feelings change, seasons die Fade into the sun Chaos grows, and she knows Entropy had won Hold them back, teach them well Fading from the sun Something old, something new Change is on the rise Something brash, nothing’s true Reaching their demise Holding ground, stating claims Changing right from wrong Catching on, taking out Lasting for how long? Oh, on the other side, (The place where we belong, the place where we belong) There’s nowhere to hide From her sight! Oh, you can run away, (But where do we belong, but where do we belong) But there’s nowhere to stay Out of the light! Scare them all, pump the veins Tear their souls in two Gain your state and followers All you can accrue Feed them lies, sever ties All you feel you need Keep ‘em cold, but keep ‘em fed To sever any lead Oh, on the other side, (The place where we belong, the place where we belong) There’s nowhere to hide From her sight! Oh, you can run away, (But where do we belong, but where do we belong) But there’s nowhere to stay Out of the light! Go on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on, and on There's nowhere to hide, there's nowhere to hide, there's nowhere to hide, there's nowhere to hide What have I done, what have I done, I’m all alone, I’m just a party of one
10.
So was it really worth the torment? in the end, there’s nothing gained Tried your hardest, put your heart and soul to banishing the dark Just to find it all remained Could you ever be forgiven By the bridges that you burned? Feeling something great and powerful inside you breaking free Tell me, what is it you’ve learned? Tell me all that you have earned…

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Tarby's sophomore release, this concept album focusing on wishes and desires and their often-times negative consequences. Much heavier and more progressive than his previous releases, this album shows Tarby nailing a hard and heavy sound that is sure to get people pumped, taking them on an exciting journey through several in depth and detailed stories, guaranteed to entertain and enthrall.

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released January 9, 2015

Tarby - guitars, bass, vocals, programming, keys
Jamie Soar - mixing, production, synths and programming on Track 10
Nick DeSimone - Guitars on Track 9
Recursion - Mastering

Art, booklet, and bandcamp design done by Kornél Juhász

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